Pearls Separate and Fall from the Sky

Robert McAtee
1 min readDec 31, 2022

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“Janice Diane, 1973" painting by Robert McAtee

Creaking wooden floors

Support my feet

Doorknobs hanging on

Loose screws want attention

Cobweb corners

Happy all alone

In dreams awake

Awake in dreams

Grief does not speak with me

Or sparingly take a ride

On a winter’s carriage

Horses in front

Galloping alive

Happy baby eyes pass my seat

As I patiently fly

In a dark plane

Brightness glows at the barely open window

Hours from home

A month frozen

Unthawed alone

Grief sits behind me

Pecking at my seat

Turbulence shakes me

My stomach pains me

Pearls separate and fall from the sky

Land on the land

Couldn’t grasp on

Why and how and who

Can I be after all this

Is a goodbye able to say hello to an afternoon

Is a hello able to say goodbye to anyone like her

The trees are more colorful than the year before

Why rake the ground

When we can listen to the sound

Of crunching leaves

I want to walk on the path in the woods

Again

Again

And again

With my mother

I will walk tonight in the city

Warped sidewalks

Energetic streets

And with every beat of my heart

I’ll bring her along

As this journey continues

The show must go on

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Robert McAtee

Robert McAtee is an actor, filmmaker, musician, painter and poet in Los Angeles, California. www.RobertMcAtee.com